so i have been trying to post all day to give an update on the weekend and on my sock mission, but wordpress has decided that i shall not have full access to its services today. and i had cool photos as well.
but it doesnt really matter, because i shouldnt be sitting at a computer anyway. i managed to fall over a dog on sunday and landed on my left elbow, which is now fractured.
i have a stupid sling and i am not meant to move the arm for 2 weeks. i cant get in and out of my clothes without planning it 6 months in advance. i cant wash my hair properly, because i cant lift my arm above my shoulder, and i certainly cant pull it back in a ponytail, and this is driving me crazy.
i cant drive without putting my own and everyone elses life in danger. i cant reach up to put food in my mouth. i cant play with the dogs, i cant move stuff around, i cant hang the washing out.
i dont like it. no i dont. i tried to be stoic, and i was stoic. i didnt think i was that badly hurt at the time, and got up and kept running. i made light of it the whole way home. then i nearly passed out getting out of the shower yesterday, and took myself off to the dr.
today i dont feel so stoic. i am home alone with no family to fuss over me. it hurts worse today and i dont want to take pain killers because they mess with my head. and wordpress wont work.
but i am about to go sit on the lounge and eat a whole tub of homer hudson chocolate rock and watch season three of dexter.
and its not a total disaster. i can still knit!
but seriously not happy jan.